I never thought when I met Royce (Babes) at Judgemeadow when we were 11 that 5 years later we would be together and crazy about each other. It was summer 99 and I fell in love with him straight away. (well you've seen his photo's he's so sexy) Through the years we had our good and bad times, but something always bought us back together. (must have been love) I feel so blessed to have been such a big part of his life and he has been such a big part of Dantes life and mine. We were together for over 6 years (sadly not long enough) and I wouldn't change any of it except the day he passed away. I kept praying for some good news. I would sit for hours rubbing his back doing anything that made him feel better. I never thought that would be our last week togather. Babes fought to the end like a true soldier and didn't complain at all. Babes I'm so proud of you. You mean the world to me and will always have my heart. No one can ever take your place. I feel lost without you. I'm so sorry you never made it home.
YOU ARE ONE IN MILLION. R.I.P. BABES. ALL MY LOVE FOREVER,
X DINAH X Thanks to my family and friends for their support and most of all thanks Babes for showing me how good love can be. 
A YEAR ON
Babes a year on and I still can't believe your gone, and that I'm never gonna see you again. I can remember this day so clear in my mind, the day before you died. Remember feeding you porridge and 2 bowls of soup and you eating half the box of chocolates Dante got for you. Pushing you round the ward in that wheel chair. That day is so special now will never forget the last thing you said to me before you fell asleep that night. You slept like a baby and I was so glad you finally got some rest. I never thought you wouldn't wake up again. This year has been so hard without you, still feels unreal, you were gone just like that. Well I guess will never understand it so just hope your ok now. And by what happened 3 weeks after you died I believe you are, (you know what I mean Babes). I know we all got to go but never imagined being without you already. Watch over Dante he misses you loads don't stop talking about you. And your mum, she's been so strong don't know how she does it. Will never forget how much you loved me and will never stop loving you. Sleep tight gorgeous, see you later yeah.
Dinah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
